I got skin camo! It's taken a while, what with getting the guts to ask for it and moving house and changing GPs and everything, but I finally have it in my possession.
For those who don't know, skin camouflage is a special high-pigment makeup designed to cover scars and tattoos and other areas of skin we might not want on show. It's better than normal concealer or foundation makeup and it's waterproof - you can wear it whilst swimming. It's available on NHS prescription or you can buy it direct from a supplier such as Charles Fox or the Backstage Shop.
I went to my GP and asked for a referral to the Red Cross skin camouflage service. Initally my GP hadn't heard of it so I had to find out the address of the nearest clinic and go back to my GP with the info so she could do the referral. There is a good section on the Red Cross website here where you can type in your postcode and click 'skin camouflage' and it will bring up your nearest service.
At my appointment I was really nervous because although I wear 3/4 length sleeves these days without too much trouble, I never show my legs or upper arms in public. But she was absolutely brilliant and didn't bat an eyelid or ask any intrusive questions. She went through each area I wanted covered and found the right colours to match each part, then showed me how to apply the makeup and let me have a practice so I felt comfortable with doing it myself.
Then she gave me a form to give back to my GP so that I could get the prescription, and that was it, done.
It will take a bit of practice to get it perfect, especially in the trickier places where I'm applying it on my right arm with my left hand which I found was a bit of a cackhanded affair, but I'm getting better at it each time I try it. I can see myself in the swimming pool within a couple of weeks - I can't wait!
I've done some before and after pictures to show how well it works and perhaps to encourage people to try it who aren't sure about what can be achieved. I do need to do a disclaimer here: I thought for a very long time about whether to do pictures or not because it's a very personal thing to have pics of my scars on the internet, I may as well be naked! Also I didn't want them to be interpreted as gratuitous or attention-seeking in any way, and I've tried to do the pictures in such a way that you can't tell whether it's an arm or a leg or an ear or whatever so no assumptions on any score please. And I must add I chose these pictures because with my limited photography skills they're the ones that showed the makeup best - they are not my "best" or "worst" scars, they are not indicative of anything, they are not significant in any way other than they were the best pictures for the job.
So with all that in mind: look how awesome this stuff is!
It's worth bearing in mind make-up can only do so much, it can't cover dents or ridges (unless you get into the realm of putty and plastic and stuff) so raised scars or dents will still show, which is why some areas in the pics still stand out a bit because the raised bits are catching the light. But I think you'll agree there's a massive difference, and it's certainly going to reduce the stares in the swimming pool.
EDIT:
Since I posted this, lots of people have said they want to try Dermacolor themselves without using the Red Cross service. I would really recommend getting a Red Cross referral if you possibly can because then you can be sure of getting a decent colour match. Tester kits are available to try out at home but they don't have all the possible colours available and colour matching might still be difficult. I have 4 different colours for different areas, and two of those I need to mix to make a 5th colour - I'd never have been able to figure all that out for myself, the Red Cross appointment was invaluable.
However for those of you who are going to try it alone, I really recommend this website www.dermacolor-camouflage.com it has detailed instructions on the application as well as step-by-step pictures and loads of other info.
Also feel free to email me [address on profile page] or tweet me @Aliquant if anyone has any questions, I'm still a newbie at this but I'll try to help if I can.
And I'm really pleased so many people have said they're going to try it - I wish for everyone that one day we'll all feel OK with not covering up, but until then good luck to everyone who's trying it. Here's to a cardigan-free Summer!



I'm so proud of you for being brave and showing us this. You are an inspiration to many, I'm sure of it.
ReplyDeleteOh wow that's awesome. I recently got my camo stuff too, not great at applying it yet, but I went out in a skirt the other day! A skirt! Okay so I had long socks on too, but the bit that did show, I don't think anyone noticed ^_^
ReplyDeleteWill be trying with arms next :) Thanks Ali for encouraging me to apply for the camo.
-Amber (curseofthewerebunny)
This must have been really hard to post. Most of my scars are really old and are white but I have one that is bright purple that is raised and I know that anyone looking at it would know what it was straight away. I wish we had that stuff in Australia. I've never heard of it before now.
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Fantastic Ali! This is so great and I am so happy for you, yay for pools! And what an amazing product. xx
ReplyDeleteThat looks absolutely great, and I'm very pleased for you.
ReplyDeleteThat is amazing and the thought of you planning swimming is totally awesome. Just so happy for you, Ali. x
ReplyDelete^ Wot everyone else has said - go, Ali, go! :)
ReplyDeleteThank you everyone for all your supportive comments.
ReplyDeleteYes posting pics was a scary thing to do but I'm glad I did it because people have said to me that they didn't realise it worked so well and are now thinking about trying it out which is brilliant - that was the point of this blog post, to show people how well it works.
I do hope one day I'll feel confident enough to walk down the street showing my skin and wearing no make-up, but until then these little pots of magic are going to make life a whole load easier.
Amber I'm really glad you've got some now =]
Sairs - try looking for Dermacolor or Kryolan suppliers in your area. Look at theatrical make-up shops, even if they don't stock it they might be able to order it for you. Obviously this means you wouldn't get the benefit of the colour-matching session, but you can buy tester kits so you could try out some colours at home before buying. You'd need to get the fixing powder as well as the cream makeup, it's the powder that makes it rub-proof and waterproof. And then if you wanted to go swimming you'd need the extra protection of the fixing spray.
WOW! That is an incredible improvement!! What a difference! And very comfprting to know that this is an option for future reference!
ReplyDeleteThanks Ali... and also i think you are incredibly brave for putting up these pictures! I dont know if i could have done it!
I have thought about buying this type of make up before but was never sure that it would do such a great job... seeing your photos makes me think wow! It's pretty amazing stuff and even better that it's waterproof as swimming is something I love as well but just can't bring myself to expose my body. Now that you have shown me those wonderful results I am off to order myself some straight away - I might even get to wear a short sleeved top this summer! Thanks Ali x
ReplyDeleteThanks for sharing your experiences and what an amazing result! My partner has also used the Red Cross matching service but didn't get such a good result as she had a lot of very raised scars (she's since had a skin graft) so it's really interesting to see what the makeup can do.
ReplyDeletei used this a few years ago when i was starting a job with a short sleeve uniform. I too went to my GP then the red cross. Really is a great service! And your painting skills are just fab Ali! xx
ReplyDeleteI have read a few of your blog posts, the last one being your panic about ESA/DLA interviews, and looked to see your most recent ones (as an indicator all went well with benefit scrooges) and, well, this is it.
ReplyDeleteNot to come across a patronising cow, but you have come so far in such short a time, check you out!
I had a wee look on the Red Cross thingy ma bob, but there isn't one of these in my area, and my scars are mainly keloid, which means no matter how much I doll them up, I still feel I might as well have a neon arrow pointing to them.
I'm glad you have found something that works to cover them. I have also used Sally Hansen airbrush legs, as an instant self tanner, and that covers any colouring pretty well. The good thing is, it's the type of tan that doesnt give you that out and out WAG/chav look, so added bonus points.
Enjoy your swimming, and thanks for sharing! :)
Reading about this service has changed my life. I'm in my last year of sixth form and wasn't going to go to my leaving ball due to my severe scarring from cutting myself too deep. But now there's a chance can! And not only that, maybe I can wear short sleeves again. Thank you so much! (:
ReplyDeleteTogether We Fall - Thanks for the tip if someone doesn't have a Red Cross service in their area.
ReplyDeleteJust for the update, I'm not past the benefit fears yet. I haven't been called for my migration yet, so things are in limbo. Some wonderful things have been happening in the meantime - check out http://5quidforlife.org.uk for details of the safety net which has been born as a response to those of us who stand to lose their income and homes. So all is not lost, but the fight is far from over. I'm just trying my best to live life as well as I can while I'm waiting for the summons.
Anonymous - I'm so pleased you found this post useful. Not sure when your ball is, but I'm guessing it's not far away - try to arrange the appointment as soon as you can. Even without my own personal delays from moving house etc. it took a couple of weeks for the chemist to order it in after I'd given them the script, then you need to wait for the referral itself, so it could take a while. Be prepared to visit your nearest theatrical make-up shop just in case you don't get the Red Cross referral in time.
In any case, I'm really glad you'll be able to go to your ball - hope you have a brilliant time =D
I'm really loving hearing everyone's success stories - please keep letting me know how you're all getting on via email/twitter/here, it's just fab to hear people talk about regaining their confidence and feeling they can do things again that they'd stopped doing due to scarring. That's why I post things like this in the first place, so please keep sharing, it's brilliant to hear =]
Do you reckon this stuff would be any good for EDS atrophic scars?
ReplyDeleteHi Arlecchino. I'm not certain of the exact sort of scars you mean. But if I'm understanding atrophic correctly [indentations? please correct me if I'm wrong] I can tell you it will not disguise large dents, you'd need skin plastic or putty for that which you could talk to a theatrical make-up supplier about. But it will fill in small pore-type marks; I have lots of tiny holes on one of my arms from old burn injuries and it fills in the holes if I pat the makeup in with my fingertip rather than brushing it on.
ReplyDeleteOh wow! Do you know if that would fuck with infection control? I have to wear short sleeves on my degree but obv scarred to fuck and would rather people didn't see! It looks amazing!
ReplyDeleteSeaneen I'm honestly not sure where you'd stand officially with that.
ReplyDeleteIt doesn't rub off on clothes/anything else you happen to brush against - as long as you use the powder properly. And I found that out the hard way by waking up in the morning and having beige sheets! You have to apply the powder and allow ten minutes for it to soak in and do its fixing thing before brushing off the excess, then you can be sure it won't rub off. Or you can use the fixing spray to be doubly sure.
I know you can't wear it if you're doing surgery - someone I know who's a doctor couldn't wear it when she was having to scrub her skin before going into theatre. It might not last long on your hands if you were having to scrub them every few minutes, but it should last the day on your arms. It needs some fairly heavy-duty make-up remover to get it off so it's not likely to accidentally get anywhere it shouldn't - patients, clothes, etc. So I can't see how it would be an infection risk. I'd reckon if you're allowed to wear normal make-up on your face you'd be OK with this stuff on your arms.
Those pics are tough to look at, and you are brave to post them. As for me, who has done little in the area of self-harm, it drives home more about the nature of your life and your challenges; how bad it must have been, and what you cope with now. I wish you all the best, and hope this makeup stuff gives you a new chance to enjoy more of life!
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Thanks for the advice :)
ReplyDeleteomg thank yu so much for posting this. i needed to kno this xx
ReplyDeleteIt was brave of you to post the pics, not in any way attention-seeking. And useful to know. Basically, thank you for this post.
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